you are beauty .

ive spent my whole life pretending that make excuses were okay ; that doing dumb shit was a good thing . they were all a big excuse for not wanting to grow up , trying to grow up to fast ? i want to be seventeen , i want my mom and dad to take care of me for the time being . that is okay , its what they are suppose to do . but i also need to start getting use to the fact that they arent always going to be there . the have my baby sisters to raise and show them all the things that they never showed me . they taught me , just as well as i taught them . i taught them how no matter much you want your kids to do well and succeed they are going to need to make their own decisions .